Why overwhelmed? Because I'm sooooooo sick of my life. Ppl around me are just so rude to me. They bully me like I'm just a small and weak girl. Everyday I just ignore them. Tryin' to make my ears deaf. But every person have their own boiling point. So do I. I just can't stand it anymore. Maybe this whole drama are just some kind of funny joke for them. But I hate it. I'm not a toy. Once again, I'm not a damn  f*ckin' toy. I hate the way they bully me. And everyday I feel so awkward with 'him'. Do they really know my feeling? I guess not. They just having fun on me.

Whom they think they are? Popular and hot guys? 1st-level and most wanted guy over school? Bah, they're just a mess and noisy and I really really hate them. I hate such a guy like them. So proud and always looking down on every person like me. Liken me with the other person, then yell out 'his' name when I pass in front of them. Sooooo unfunny.

From now on, I'm just tryin' to ignore them, but deep inside my heart, I really really wanna hit and kick and burn and mock them all. But revenge means new problem to me. So from now on, I'm tryin' to forgive them. They're just joking right? It's not their fault, but it's my fault. If I'm not starting it, it won't ended up like this. But life goes on. Have to face it although it's really annoying.

Hv a warm weekend everyone.

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